Today I hung out with the aforementioned girl I fell in love with after getting my heart broken from my ex who went straight on me.
We let our kids play together and they loved each other and had a generally good time.
I wrote her a message saying I’m glad it wasn’t awkward I’d love to do that again some time. She agreed that it went well and she couldn’t stop thinking about how we were in high school and she still cares and loves me.
I feel like I’m at peace with both of our situation and I feel like we could become more. Even if it is just a stronger friendship she will always have a peice of my heart.
Now I couldn’t tell if when she said she loved me if it meant as friends or more. But hey its better than someone saying sorry let’s just be friends. I was ready for a big let down and a never hear from her again….. So this is GREAT.
Not that she would ever do anything like that there was never anything major that happened just over time people drift. But I have anxiety. So j always assume the worst.